Tired

I'm tired of not having a job, tired of not being able to really be me. Tired of trying to conform to the world, just tired in general. I know we are to be happy for our friends when something or someone good happens to them. Sometimes it is hard, but I am trying my best with God's help. I'm happy for my friend, she does deserve the best. Eventually it will happen to me, but in God's time, not mine. I have a great guy that I'm dating who treats me the way I need to be treated. He is the best and I do plan (if it's God's will) on staying with him for as long as possible. I trust God with everything in my life. I know He will help me through this time of trouble and trial. God is great!